Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Out of Control

Have you ever felt like life was rushing around you and all you could do was stand still? Have you ever felt like you had no control over life but it was life that had control over you?  Well hold on dear friends because we're in in together. I recently decided to move back to Vegas. I had to pack up my bags, withdraw from school, and make sure I left everything spic-n-span. Once I got back to Vegas it was this whirlwind of traveling and not really having time to process the fact that I'm once again back in Vegas.

Prior to moving to Jersey I thought "this is where I'm supposed to be. Vegas is it and I'm okay with it" then BAM I move to Jersey. Once in Jersey I came to the peace of mind that I wasn't going home. then BAM I  move back to Vegas. I moved back without having a set job or a mode of transportation. Yesterday I went to an interview for a great position in one of the casinos and prior to moving my parents told me that they would give me one of their extra cars. I have been so blessed along this process but believe me I have had moments of breaking down. I don't know what the story is going to look like but I pray that along the ways I give God the glory and honor.  My life isn't mine and I need to remember that more often. 

Blessings